Be still & surrender

The time came yesterday. Honestly have to admit my mood was bad yesterday night but after a night's rest, I do feel a lot better.
Being sad is totally not my style.

Everything is already committed to God through prayer. No matter if things are going to be for the better or worse, I shall do my best to still do good on my part.
rest assured.

Be still and surrender. (:
These were the words given to me by byron  after he, bert, andre and andrea prayed over me during Midyear leader's retreat even before I share anything to them. Byron also thought of the verse "In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength".
On top of that, Bert saw a vision of stars and a pretty crescent moon at slow-mo, really still and peaceful. Andre saw the word 'steadfast'. Andrea saw me happy in school and going about my daily life.

In one night, God showed me that he did not abandon me and has taken matters to His loving hands. Its hard to describe how comforted I felt after days of doubt and restlessness, but I guess how I want to feel right now is reflected by the image of stars.
Loved star-gazing when in Cambodia.
I don't know, being steadfast, being still, being faithful, in surrender...these are totally not my traits but are what I would love to have and work for now.