Honestly this is always easier said than done. Feeling really really lethargic. Think I need more sleep.

Suddenly I feel pretty stress over many things. Amazing right, to have stress during a holiday. Somehow anticipating Cambodia again as a break from reality~ Cambodian OCIP is something that I really wanted and risk going against my parents for, which come to think of it really isn't very nice of me for not honoring them properly. =/ 

And for many years, May shall always be a very stressful period. It's good stress though. So many lovelies are born in May.

on a side note, I'm living a happy but really complicated life right now. 

I think I question myself and everything way too much. Nonetheless I'm grateful so far and hope the 'so far' can go very far