thanks!

What a mind-blowing birthday.
I am happy :) Think there's gonna be more happy parts to my birthday, sensing how I'm told that after Saturday night my birthday won't be just 'okay'. hmmm, sounds scary though cos I really don't know what to expect.

for now, just want to give a big Thank You for those who remember, those who tweeted me, text me, fb me etc. Well, most people probably need facebook to realise its my birthday, but for those who already remembers without the aid of social media, I thank you very much.
Thank you to the one who remembers my birthday for the first time. lol.
Thank you to my beisidi who whatsapp me from USA despite a 12hr diff. I miss you!
Thank you to ling who tweeted from UK too. :)

& the gifts that is really well thought-out from Korean class kaki, the scrapbook of our memories from wanyi and the bag bought by nathan since DECEMBER (omg) with wanyi and thus shared by many other people; jc friends and university OG-mates together...
I'm so touched receiving the gifts from wanyi today and hearing what went behind the scene, I think I could have cried when on the phone with nate when he called me to wish me his well-wishes after coming back to Singapore from self-declared holiday in Bintan.

Also, I hope though I may be having a really happy day today, I didn't hurt anyone's feeling.
Whatever I do, I always try to think of the best solution that brings the least pain if there have to be any. I'm not one to play along only to hurt someone in the end, and I do not want to blindly entertain knowing very well how myself am or will be like without any regards. Being like this is to protect one from greater hurt.
The number of people I hurt is probably much much more. I have a very clean record for a reason... so don't feel bad. You just chose the wrong person that's all. My life and yours won't tally, so please, go and chase after what you want to do most in life. You will only regret if you don't. Trust me, what you would want most in life would have nothing to do with me. Life isn't just about things like this, there's so much more. & you will come to realise that there's no emptiness really, its a gift, not a need.
Right now all these may sound really bad, but I wrote all these with much sincerity and I hope the truth in these things will speak for itself.