So yesterday night was one of those night I felt really frustrated with school work because things just aren't going smoothly for a certain project. My frustration I think, its justified, but upon ending the night on bed, I wondered," What's so different about me compared to others, if I choose to be so annoyed at others for work they haven't done?"
Then this morning I was looping the song Humanity again and again and had one of those epiphanies; especially with sunlight streaming in and looking at the overarching blue sky over all people on Earth.
I'm only 20 and a lifetime ahead. Be it at 30, or 40, or 50...I just don't want to be like others no matter the age.
I want to be a lady (since I hitting 21 soon, I can call myself a lady :p ) after God's heart. I want to live a life following the plans that He has; those clear and those unclear, all these will be revealed eventually right?
God is letting things for into place, why am I so caught up with things that eventually amount to nothing, living a life that's similar to others?
just slap me now.
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