School has started for over a week. Tomorrow is the end of week 2 but it feels like week 1 to me. That's good. The faster the merrier because I'm anticipating December very much. (:

I'm quite glad that school has started because to be honest, I love burying myself into my readings, love the pleasant mornings and just being in the company of friends. All these make time past fast. However this semester, I don't seem to get my pleasant mornings often due to work and I realize how much I love that this morning :(

& work is making me have high blood pressure. Sometimes I feel so tired after work from all the constant noise and having to discipline the kids. Working while studying is making me perpetually tired but a lot more productive with my time as compared to previous semesters. Still alright for now, so I shall make do. I like the kids and hope to do something good there, other than the fact that I do need to buy a laptop soon.

Anyway my semester didn't exactly had a good start but I am so glad that everything is alright now. Alright for the things that matter of course. Nothing is ever perfect in life for I am still perpetually tired upon the start of school.

I still question how I can do this though, why and if I can ever be the most supportive girl I hope to be.