I am commitment-phobic.
I told the bro today that in the future, I may get cold feet just the day before my wedding.

Towards my beisidi who says that a friend will find someone better, the way I respond is this," Don't know. It's so easy for one to leave the other anyway. No matter how good a guy be also no use right."

To start curing this, I need to stop generalizing guys. Actually I don't really generalize them but see them as unique individuals, but at times I can generalize them. I need to stop joking that I'm going to be a spinster in the future and feed African children too.
In case it really happens.

Like what I wrote in my lit essay, our world consist of HOPE because we are not living in a world of void and wonky time. :) something like that.