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I watched a video from Ling's tumblr today and felt strangely touched and happy.
And thankfully got to watch something as great by the same person.

Looking at beauties like this reminds me that there really is a God who created such things.
& ultimately reminded me that my existence is not for naught.

As much as I secretly feel a tad morose for my future as what I hope for my life seems impossibly far, I am glad that what inspired me years back continues to do so right now.

At least I ought to motivate myself right now that because I am born into a blessed position and able to have control over my life, I should continue to thankfully live my life in all that I do, including the much hated exams.
That I can even contemplate over the meaning and purpose of my life is itself a great gift for there are others out there who can only worry about staying alive.

This Sunday, I realize, is the 24th of April and exactly a year ago, it was one of the happy/pleasantly surprising day in life. I can't believe that time has already passed so quickly and in just one year, my life now and life before seems a little different.
Not suppose to mean anything bad or good, but I am glad it started and I am as glad now that it ended. I've come to realize how those happy time and thereafter the disappointments, actually did add value to my outlook of life.

Even in nature that seems still from the naked eye, there is intricate constant change. As there is change in life, there's always room for hope and better things. Stillness only shows that life is essentially meaningless but that's not the case for this world.
Yesterday's heartbreak can lead to tomorrow's joy and due to that there's always a reason to give thanks.
To someone who recently has her heart broken, know there no guy is worth it unless for every tears you cry, he can give you as many smiles.
That 3 years is not a waste because they taught you somethings.

Even if it's just my bit of retrospection here, I am glad to say that I can end this post saying I am still a happy girl who haven't lost what inspired her before. I am glad that all these time has only taught me to trust in God and treasure the lovely people around me. I am glad that I am actually happy now.