Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

I skip Day 12 because I don't have good reasons to making a tumblr and I'm not doing this challenge on my tumblr anyway. :)

so Day 13. here goes.



Dear the person who has hurt me (not that) recently,

For the umpteenth times I say to myself (and quite a few times to you), I bear no grudges towards you. You are very much forgiven and still a treasured friend. Although I think I kinda don't really know what kind of friend you are to me and I cannot for sure say you are one of my closest friend right now as well. Which actually do sucks. really.
On a more harsh note, you do not deserve to feel regretful, bad or guilty for anything because honestly, have you ever once consider how I feel if you continue to beat yourself up?
On a lighter note, I have already achieved 'nirvana' on this matter and am okay and fine and at peace. Beside since the last time I talk to you till now, I'm sure you are a lot better and well too. My only wish pertaining to this is that I can still see you as a fellow brother that I can go to in times of need (although I already have a bro and a bestie) and to be one of my closest friends in church again, not just a random person I say hello and bye and has no idea what's up with you.

& no matter what's going on in your life which I shall not probe, continue to believe and trust in the God we believe in. Eventually like what you taught me, the dots will connect and all these will be treasured memories to keep and more to come. :)

ask me out yourself to catch up, since you couldn't make it that day. I don't really want to do the asking because that's not my style of doing things most of the time. hahahaha.

with loads of smiles and hugs,
Cindy

I'm watching Narnia tomorrow! =D